down today...
been "down" pretty much all day today... Al never called this morning so i called him - he said he would meet me at other house around noon-- but would call first-- he didnt-- so about 1 i called him-- he left the estimate at the house in the screen door
so i hopped in car and went down there-- i wasnt impressed with the estimate-- its only about $6,000 higher and he didnt do anything about the outside of house--so i am back to square one-- trying to figure out what to do ...sell as is and take a beating or go to a WHOLE lot of trouble and fix it up and put it on the market-- I HATE THIS
then this afternoon i came across a note Seron had written to me about how she had never been happier in her life and she loved me with all her heart-- that is NOT what i needed to see today--
i want a cigarette-- have determined that a cigarette is comfort for me-- how weird is that ? i havent even thought about one since i started this program but tonite i would kill for one --
that little voice inside whispering how good it would taste and its ONLY ONE--
posted by radclyffe @ 2/16/2005 07:54:00 PM
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